Entry One
Dear Diary
Things are so screwed up right now. I'm trying to keep things together but it's really hard. Both Angel and Cordy are missing. They disappeared at the same time but I don't think they are together although it would be really romantic if they were. But they would have left a message at least to let us know.
We're going to have to give up Cordy's apartment since we just can't afford to keep it. Dennis isn't too happy about that but we have no choice. There have been so many dead ends but we're not gonna give up. Poor Connor is so desperate to find his father so the search goes on until we find Angel.
Cordy's car was found abandoned on the freeway with no trace of a struggle which I guess is a good thing. It's like she just vanished without a trace and left her purse behind. Something strange happened I just know it. I tried calling Lorne but haven't had much luck since he either doesn't return my calls or he gets off really fast and asks about Fluffy. I can't figure that one out but maybe it's slang.
Entry Two
Dear Diary
I can't believe that Connor trapped Angel in a box at the bottom of the ocean which is where he has been all this time. What a rotten kid. I wanted to do more than shock that little prick. He just sat back and watched us go after all those leads no matter how shaky and he knew where Angel was the whole time. He totally played us and we took care of him and he stabs us in the back. I bet he got a real good laugh at our expense.
Angel kicked him out. I personally think he should have knocked some sense into him. So one person has been found but still no sign of Cordy. I guess I'll try Lorne again. Maybe he got a swelled head with his big show in Vegas. Wow it was Wesley that found Angel. Maybe that is a good sign since it would be nice to have him back but that's not my decision. He didn't stay though so it looks like he may not care after all and that he only saved Angel to help make up for what he did to Connor.
Entry Three
Dear Diary
I kind of lost it but with good reason. I took charge because no one else would. It scared me to death when I saw Charles lying there on the ground with his heart stopped. That girl recharged him which was such a relief. We found out where Cordy is. She's in another dimension and happy.
So we're all bummed because she won't be coming back. She's a Higher Being now but we all miss her especially Angel. Angel is really taking it bad. I just know that he was finally going to tell Cordy that he loves her and now he'll never get the chance. I don't think Angel wants to let Cordy go not that I blame him. If anyone can find a way to get her back he will.
Entry Four
Dear Diary
I don't think I'll want to go back to Vegas anytime soon. I like to think I'm a fairly smart person but that whole Fluffy thing went over my head. I had no idea he was sending out an SOS. Well Lorne is now free of that horrible place and back at home. Angel and all the others have their destinies back.
Charles really liked my Lornette outfit so it might be put to use again minus the green paint of course because that was really hard to wash off. We got quite a surprise when we got home since Cordy was there but she had no idea who she was or any of us were.
Entry Five
Dear Diary
I was stunned to find out that Wesley was doing Lilah. I wonder if he'll ever come back since it's looking like he's gone over to the dark side. Angel has forgiven him I think and did give him a chance to come back and he did save Angel's life which is a good thing. So I would think things would be able to be worked out.
Maybe in time but I'm not so sure about now. Cordy is with Connor of all people since he was the only one that was straight with her. That is such irony. So if we had told her the truth she wouldn't have run away screaming into the night I don't think so the reaction would have been a total freak out not that you could blame her. I wonder what he was doing in the hotel anyway.
I'm still a little miffed at him anyway so I'm worried about Cordy staying with him. He did try to kill her that one time and I just don't trust him. That wasn't too smart of Lorne to bring that brain eater client here. So Cordy's back which is great but her mind is blank. I know it hurt Angel when Cordy wouldn't go back to the hotel. Well I better get ready for my date with Charles. He is such a sweetie and he remembered our anniversary among all this craziness. I just love this guy and I just know that he'll do something really romantic.
Entry Six
Dear Diary
Whoa my head is spinning with all that's happened. I got this article published which was so exciting but things just went downhill from that point. I found out how I got to Pylea. It turned out to be my favorite Professor. I just bet he had a good laugh at my expense since I gave him all the gory details of being sucked into another dimension and being trapped there for five years.
I was so excited to have my article published and on page nineteen too plus giving a speech except for the part where I was nearly sucked into another portal by those tentacles. If it wasn't for Charles and Angel I'd be who knows where. I'll probably never know how many people he did this to and whether any were in Pylea with me and ended up getting their heads blown off.
So anyone who was too smart for him got sent off to Hell so I wanted to pay him back. So I went to Wesley since I knew Charles and Angel would never go along with my plan. He was there for my speech which was so sweet of him. I must admit that I do miss him. I was all set to send off my professor to get a taste of his own medicine but Charles snapped his neck like a twig before he was sucked down.
He was afraid of losing me but with the roles reversed I could say the same thing. We didn't tell the others they don't need to know about this. So now I don't know how I feel about this since I am kind of mad that he took my choice away from me even though he did it out of love. I don't know what to do with this.
Entry Seven
Dear Diary
It's like we all took a trip backwards in time without going anywhere. I was craving a joint something awful and it's not like I was a pothead or anything. It was just a thing to do every so often so I wasn't thought of as a total nerd and it gave me a hell of a trip. I'm just glad that things were set right before blood was shed.
That was pretty rotten of Connor to go after his father like that. Not a surprise really since he did put his father at the bottom of the ocean and lied about it for months. Lorne is feeling better which is great and Cordy got her memory back even though things got a bit strange.
Something bad is coming and it's really bad since I saw the terror in Cordy's eyes when she ran away. She obviously has a lot to take in but why couldn't she do it here instead of going over to Connor's place which is probably where she is right now.
Entry Eight
Dear Diary
I was so scared when I saw the fire raining down thinking that the world would end and that I'd never see Charles again. I just needed time to think things through. It was such a relief to see Charles walk in so everything else just melted away in that moment. Things have been strained but I refuse to let that rip us apart. I just love him so much and we can get through this.
I can't sleep right now and Charles is taking a nap. I keep looking over to make sure he's there. It was a rough night for the guys. There's a new demon in town and this one sounds really bad probably would be fair to say the worst.
I probably should see if I can get some sleep since we need to figure out a way to kill this demon. That stuff from W&H is dizzying. So it'll be book time for sure so we can figure out what we're dealing with. I know that it's not good since fire raining down is like the ultimate when it comes to bad signs.
Entry Nine
Dear Diary
It's good to have Wesley back even though things are tense between him and Charles. He just has this wealth of knowledge and knows so many languages. It's just too much pressure to do it all by myself. That was a gruesome little trip we took to W&H. I know all those lawyers were evil and all but that was so disturbing and even that didn't deserve what happened to them.
So the Beast can turn the dead into zombies which isn't fun to be locked up with. That is so strange that the Beast slaughtered them all instead of teaming up with them since they are on the same side. Well the important thing is that we all got out safe and found Connor. It was so strange to be in the white room one second and the next we were standing in the hotel.
Entry Ten
Dear Diary
I needed some time away from the researching since my eyes were getting all bleary. Lorne is baking some muffins. He is such a great cook. We figured out what the Beast is up to and hopefully the others will be able to keep Manny safe and sound.
He wasn't exactly my idea of a deity. I guess it being modern times and all that deities would change with the times but he just looked like a tourist to me. Well Lorne's coming with some goodies to eat so I'm gonna have a snack before I hit the books again.
Entry Eleven
Dear Diary
This is so very bad. The sun is gone and the idea about using a portal was a total bust. We we know now why the Beast told us that the answer was among us because he was talking about Angelus. There is some connection with Angelus but Angel doesn't have a clue what it is.
Since we're fresh out of ideas we're doing a really bad one. Downstairs that Shaman guy is extracting Angel's soul. I don't feel like watching. I've only read about Angelus so I know he's really evil and probably like one of the worst vampires ever. So strange that a dear friend is turning into this total stranger. I just hope this works since we can't find out anything about the Beast.
Later
It's done and the soul is all swirly and floating in a jar which Wesley put in the safe. It's so odd that a soul is this ball of light. I would have thought it would be bigger or something. I just thought it would be I don't know the size of a person or something but I guess that would be an aura. A camera's all set up so we'll be watching him. Since Wesley has studied Angelus he's gonna be the one to talk to him.
Entry Twelve
Dear Diary
That was such a bad idea. Angel's soul is gone so it's gone from bad to worse. Angelus got very chatty and shared some stuff. I'm not sure which is more disturbing Cordy having sex with Connor or Wesley having sex with Lilah. That's a real tossup the kid you were like a mother to or an evil lawyer.
It's looking like we'll have to kill Angelus especially since he's on the loose now and we have no idea how to get his soul back. So strange Cordy's spell didn't work. So much for the Powers helping out.
I don't know why I didn't tell Charles about Wesley kissing me well except for the not wanting to referee another fight between the two. Charles broke up with me but I guess that will have to wait since getting Angelus is our priority and getting the sun back of course.
Entry Thirteen
Dear Diary
I met an actual Vampire Slayer. It's the bad one that was doing some serious time in jail. I guess that's what we need since she has the extra strength thing going for her. She kinda gives me the creeps because I heard about her. I guess the fact that she's been in jail shows that there's been some kind of change in her because she could easily bust out at any time. She sent Connor back which isn't the best idea since Connor can sniff out Angelus.
So the rest of us are just waiting around and Lorne's making muffins again. This waiting thing can drive a person crazy not to mention the research that's pretty much going nowhere in helping us. We have no idea who the big bad is. I wonder if they got Angel since Wes changed his mind about killing him which kinda relieves me because I didn't want him killed. Oh my God it's daylight. They did it. I'm going out to see the sun.
Entry Fourteen
Dear Diary
Well that didn't go as I was hoping. I just miss Charles so much. I want to go back to when we were together and happy. I know I should have talked to Wes and set things straight but I wasn't expecting him to kiss me like there. I know there can be nothing except for friendship between us and I'm sure that he knows that and feels the way he does and it just sucks because he deserves to be happy. It's just not gonna be with me.
Ok this probably isn't the best time to think about romance but I love Charles and I'm not just gonna let a bump in the road stop me. Ok it's more than a bump since things are pretty crazy around here. I wonder if Cordy's ok. She's been in her room a lot lately kinda like when I first came here. Except she isn't writing on the walls like I did.
I don't even want to think about what Connor may or may not be doing with her since it's too disturbing but at least he goes and checks on her. I guess the whole situation has really gotten to her not to mention being shot in the leg by Angelus tends to make a girl not feel very sociable.
Entry Fifteen
Dear Diary
So much has happened since I last wrote in here. At least that creepy Jasmine has finally been taken care of but even weirder is finding Lilah at the door and offering us the evil law firm. I am curious about this offer since it could be helpful with all those resources at our fingertips and maybe we could help Cordy wake up from her coma.
I think I'll go myself but I don't know if anyone else will. For all I know I'll be the only one waiting for the limo. I wonder what an evil limo is like anyway. I supposed this could be a trick but I guess you got to take risks and I have to see what this is about since it could help us out. I hope someone else besides me comes otherwise I might chicken out at the last minute.
I know Angel isn't thrilled about the idea but you have to look at the big picture. I mean it's the intent of the person in charge that makes a place good or evil so if he were in charge they'd be working for good even though it was rooted in evil for centuries. Oh I don't know why I'm driving myself nuts I'll just go downstairs and see what happens.
Entry Sixteen
Dear Diary
Well I guess great minds think alike since everyone showed up. I must say that I was impressed with all that I saw. I can't believe that I'm in charge of a whole section. It seems like all the others were impressed too although I wonder who Angel was talking about since he mentioned someone named Connor. Oh well it looks like we have a new headquarters.
It was a little strange to live in the same place where you work but it was convenient since all you had to do was walk down the stairs. I think they have apartments for each of us but I'm not sure since my head is spinning and I wasn't paying all that much attention because I was too busy looking around. Angel took off I'm not sure where but I think he may have gone to Sunnydale since something big is going on there.
I just want to sleep for like a week and not see any creepy crawlies for at least a few months. I think we have all more than earned a vacation. But I have no idea where we could all go.
I guess I could ask the guys if they are up for a trip but I kinda feel bad about leaving Cordy alone her being in the coma and all. Maybe I could go for a quick trip to Texas to see my folks since it's been a while and I really miss them. It would be great to stay there for a while and relax and see the old neighborhood.